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Love Without A Name

My heart is a wilting flower,

My petals droop lower by the hour,

How long must I be left to weep,

Before I’ve fallen far too deep,

When I have no love,

And no person to speak of,

Why do I feel so full, but still in complete,

With my true love that I have yet to meet,

Many years I have left to live,

I wonder who I’ll spend them with,

Tears are shed more often than not,

With them falls the hope I have got,

Young as I may be,

I long for a true love that’s just for me,

I wonder what my stars read,

Perhaps that I fight for love,

Maybe I will succeed,

For it’s all that I dream of,

In my life, it’s all that I need,

I mourn now for what I have yet to receive,

However, somehow, I still do believe,

I covet what I should,

I covet what I should not,

With intentions that are good,

And with intentions that are not,

Damn me now, and forever more,

Because true love is what I live for.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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"ANGER'S AGONY"

There's a stress that lingers in my veins,
A feeling of anger that wants to remain,
Hidden,
Unbroken,
Fighting its way out of my heart,
To spread itself wide,
'Till death do us part,

This anger wants to reach,
Someone that I used to know,
This feeling wants to erase,
The memories from so long ago,
The hatred in my eyes,
Is what I no longer want to feel...
Inside,

The days pass,
Time goes too slow,
But, somehow it's me behind,
So there's something I want to do,
Not want, but must,
Let's get this all over with,

Out of everything I've ever thought that could be real,
All that's true,
Is this deep, dark hatred that I feel,

I've been re-reading the lines in my head,
From the other night,
Everything that you had said,
Had no real meaning at all,
Why won't you drop the act,
Let all these feelings fall,

You make me sick,
You told me your lies,
You played all your tricks,
So why wont all these feelings die,

Through everything I've tried,
I did my best,
But all you did was ignore me as I cried,

I'm not going to tell you to listen,
No, I don't want you to tell me anything,
For once let's do something right,
I'll re-write our story,
So that I won't see you anymore,

It's too late,
I hate you.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

Not Just Me

Lost, Found,

Turning around,

Everything I know,

Just fell to the ground,

What ever has happened,

Has simply been broken,

My heart is closed,

But used to be opened,

Was strong,

Was kind,

Was where I belong,

Now that’s all left behind...

Me,

What makes me so damn special,

Why do I seem so superficial,

Every little thing that I do,

Has no excuse,

What’s lost one day,

Is long gone tomorrow,

Why is everything,

Full of such sorrow,

Every day’s perfect,

Everything’s worth it,

But what is it,

((What is it)),

That makes me that different,

That everything I do,

Everything I know,

Makes me the one,

Everyone would want to know,

Some people hate me,

Some people love me,

People don’t even know me,

So what,

What makes me so damn special,

Why do I seem so superficial,

Every little thing that I do,

Has no excuse,

So why do they care,

How I put my hair,

Why do they care,

About the clothes that I wear,

They don’t know me,

I don’t know them,

Why is it,

That they call my name,

This is my life,

It’s not just some game,

Everything’s different,

But we’re all just the same,

The lost and found,

That are turning around,

Dropped on the ground,

Don’t hear a sound,

We all live,

We need something,

We all need someone,

What makes me so damn special?

Why do I seem so superficial?

Every little thing that I do,

Has no excuse

I’m not just a person,

We’re not all just people,

We all have a purpose,

Everything’s worth it,

Nothing makes me so damn special,

That I can be so superficial,

Nothing that I do,

Has an excuse,

Don’t blame me,

I won’t blame you,

‘Cause it’s not just about,

When, where, or who,

We can all be,

Who we want to,

It’s not just me.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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The Words I Write

In the early morning,

Half-way through the day,

There are things I think,

Things I may never say,

When night closes in,

Day closes out,

There are things I’ve let in,

Emotions I will not let out,

I write these words,

To tell you my fears,

I write these words,

To let out my tears,

I write these words,

To let you know that I’m here,

I write these words,

When I’m lost and lonely,

Nothing’s going right,

Or the way that it should be,

I think some things,

Say something else,

Keeping,

It all to myself,

I know that this doesn’t help,

So I write these words,

I write these words,

To tell you what I’m thinking,

I write these words,

To keep me from holding all this in,

I write these words,

I write all these words for you,

So that I don’t make you worry,

I write these words to you,

To let you know what I’m keeping inside,

So that you learn about what I’m trying to hide,

I write to you,

The only one who’ll ever know who I am,

Will always be you,

Even if something comes between us,

In the end,

We know we’ll make it through,

I’m writing to you,

To let you hear my thoughts,

Know my fears,

That I’ve been hiding tears,

I’m not close enough,

I’m not that far away,

I write these words for you in Technicolor,

Everyday,

Ever-y-day,

Oh,

I write these words to you,

You-ooh oh,

I wrote these words,

For,

You,

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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Who I Wanna Be

I was a blonde little girl,

With eyes so blue,

Now they're dried,

From staring up at you,

And now...

Now that I've been hurt,

I don't know how to move on,

So I told you that,

I don't know when we'll meet again,

And yet,

I want to hear your voice,

I want to see your smile,

Live in your arms,

Hide there for a little while,

But we're not the same,

No, we both have changed,

But I still...

I wanna be your angel,

I wanna be your Princess,

That little girl,

That you helped take her first steps,

I wanna be that someone,

That you can be proud to call your everything,

A while back,

I looked up to you,

My eyes shining bluer than the skies,

But my free soul has faded away,

I feel cheated today,

I can't understand,

Why we act this way,

Because deep inside,

What I'm hiding is that...

I wanna be your angel,

I wanna be your Princess,

That little girl,

That you helped take her first steps,

I wanna be that someone,

That you can be proud to call your everything,

Years have passed,

Since I've looked to you,

You used to help,

When I needed it most,

And now I wait for glance,

I want you to notice me,

Just the way,

That I noticed you,

Because,

I'm invisible to you,

I wanna be that little girl,

That you can listen to,

I wanna be the one,

That you can give advice to,

How can we turn back the clocks,

And rewrite our history,

When every second we go back,

Is a painful memory,

I wanna be your angel,

I wanna be your Princess,

That little girl,

That you helped take her first steps,

I wanna be that someone,

That you can be proud to call your everything,

Over time,

I've learned to deal with it,

The fact that we're different,

You and I,

But over time,

I've also learned,

That this isn't what we want,

'Cause,

I want you to be my Father,

I won't be afraid to call Daddy,

I want you to be the one,

That can learn to understand me,

I need you to be the one,

That I can cry to for help,

I need you to be the one,

That will be my biggest fan,

So that I can be yours,

I want you to be the one,

That can be my everything,

When I was younger,

You told me I could be,

Whoever I wanna be,

If you asked me today,

Just who I'd like to be right now,

I'd say,

Some day,

I'll be taken away,

To go live my own life,

Just like you have yours,

But until then,

Can I be your angel,

Can I be your Princess,

Can I be that little girl,

That you helped take her first steps,

Can I be that someone,

You can be proud to call your everything,

I'd ask,

Please,

Can I be your everything,

Oh,

Your ev-er-y-thing,

I wanna be your,

Everything.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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-You-

You thought it was fine,
You filled me with lies,
You always said that everything would be all right,
You tell me that all the answers are inside myself,
Then again, you say that I should be glad that I have my health,

You're a two-faced, two-timing,
No-hearted-waste-of-my-time,
You have no life,
You have no right,
To tell me to listen to your side,
Your story's just a bad song I'll end up singing about,

If there's anything I don't know,
I'll read it in your biography,
Until then I'll spend my time away from you,
Because I know what I feel, I know that you don't,
I know you're everything I've ever wrote,
The pains, the gains, what you thought was true,
Was all the lies told by you,

I guess you thought that you have a heart of gold,
Too bad all of this is getting old,
So are you,

So,
Waste your time,
Make up some more lines,
Tell me your life story,
Lie a little,
Then lie a lot,
Explain the side of you that I haven't got,
You want to tell the truth?
I won't listen to you,
There's so many things better to do,

This time I spend thinking of you,
Is wasting my energy,
I have a life, and a lot to get through,
You're the excuse everyone uses,
The reason I hide so much,
The reason I run away,
Now, all I have left to say,
Is that I want to stop,
Living my life everyday,
Only to give the excuses that you'd say,

You're the excuse I don't want,
You're the pain I don't need,
You're everything I'm done with,
You're all that hurts in side of me,

The last thing that I'm going to say,
Is that I hope you see my side someday.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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A Road Called Life

Life is full of so many exciting moments,

Those just get frozen in time,

There’s no memory,

That I don’t live for,

Sure I get confused,

But the ride’s not over,

Every little thing,

And every little moment,

Things that every day brings,

Anything at all,

Is worth experiencing,

Learn from mistakes,

And the risks that you take,

‘Cause life is a road,

With way too many speed limits,

I like how every day’s brand new,

A new page in my life that’s unfinished,

My story that’s unending,

It’s just being retold,

No matter what my age,

I’ll never grow old,

Every little thing,

And every little moment,

Things that every day brings,

Anything at all,

Is worth experiencing,

Learn from mistakes,

And the risks that you take,

‘Cause life is a road,

With way too many speed limits,

I can’t believe,

That this life can be so painful,

But still so beautiful,

It’s extreme,

It’s unbreakable,

Every little thing,

And every little moment,

Things that every day brings,

Anything at all,

Is worth experiencing,

Learn from mistakes,

And the risks that you take,

‘Cause life is a road,

With way too many speed limits,

Life is,

So wonderful,

But life can be,

So painful,

Why is it

So beautiful,

It’s positively wonderful,

It’s obviously beautiful,

Some times it’s pitiful,

But it’s just what we’re chasing after,

Every little thing,

Every little moment,

What every day brings,

Anything at all,

Experience it,

Learn from mistakes,

Some things you might regret,

‘Cause there’s a road called life,

With way too many speed limits,

But not enough street signs

No,

Not enough street signs

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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"Fallen"

It’s okay to feel down sometimes,

It’s okay to want a different piece of mind,

It’s all right,

It’s okay,

Because whatever happens will happen anyway,

If you fall,

Fall like the rain,

If you get put down,

Try it all over again,

If you get walked on,

Like a “Welcome” mat,

Then show them,

You’re not okay with that,

Don’t just sit there,

Don’t stand around,

Let them know how it feels,

To get pushed to the ground,

If you get shoved into the water,

If you’re hit until you drown,

Don’t waste another minute,

Getting bullied around.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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Never Been Better

I can feel that cool autumn wind,

Rushing through my hair,

It picks up my spirit along with a pile of raked leaves,

Pretty soon I’m lost in a late-year dream,

Everything is not what it claims to be,

Feeling all right,

But the truth is,

Never been better,

I can feel the changes in the weather,

I can see the changes in the breeze,

I know that I’ve never been better,

As the year passes with ease,

You say you think I’m having a rough time,

Sure I’ve got a lot on my mind,

But I’m not wasting myself away,

I’m going to stand outside,

On the edge of crazy and feeling fine,

With the cool autumn wind

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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The Real Me

In my house I was invisible,

In my world I was wonderful,

But in my life,

I don’t know,

The Real Me,

So who is the real me,

That I wanna be,

That I can’t see,

But Want to meet so desperately

The Real Me,

I used to feel like I was a some body,

And now,

I’m just a no body,

But what is life supposed to be,

When no body can see me,

For who I am,

The Real Me,

I’m a fighter; I’m a writer,

I’m a dreamer, and a believer,

I’m a singer,

I’m gonna be a winner,

I’m gonna make it through,

Can’t you see,

That’s The Real Me,

Why was it so hard to notice me,

I couldn’t get attention,

Back when I was me,

And you were you,

We were true,

How could it be,

That I’m still The Real Me,

I used to be the person people talked to,

Back when I was the person that,

Nobody knew,

But that’s all changed,

My life’s been rearranged,

And I’m still,

The Real Me,

I’m a fighter, I’m a writer,

I’m a dreamer, and a believer,

I’m a singer,

I’m gonna be a winner,

I’m gonna make it through,

I’m a fighter; I’m a writer,

I’m a dreamer, and a believer,

I’m a singer, that’s gonna be a winner,

I’m gonna make it through,

Yea I will make it through,

So why don’t you,

Go and be the real you,

Oh,

Go on and be the real you,

Go,

Be,

The Real You

Oh,

That’s,

The Real You,

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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What of Tomorrow?

I feel cheated,

I feel misleaded,

I feel hated,

I feel undated,

I feel rejected,

I feel neglected,

I feel regretted,

I feel like a memory better left forgotten,

My heart’s together, but it feels broken,

I’ve been misguided,

My soul; divided,

What of tomorrow,

Is it full of sorrow,

What of today,

The sky is so gray,

What of the next day,

Is it just gonna happen anyway,

Hearts feel pain,

They’re all the same,

Life is real, a big deal,

It’s not a game,

Things can change,

But sitting here as far as I can see,

Is tomorrow will be the same for me,

Every day,

Is an open door,

That people, so poor,

Can never adore,

Every night,

Is a dark sky,

With stars, so bright,

Makes everything,

Feel all right,

What of tomorrow,

Is it full of sorrow,

What of today,

The sky is so gray,

What of the next day,

Is it just gonna slip away,

No matter how cold the rain,

No matter how much stress,

Or how I feel insane,

My life may be a mess,

But it’s still mine,

And I’m not wasting any time,

We all may be cheated,

Misleaded, or mistreated,

I feel hated, hearts gated,

Or feel undated,

Rejected, neglected,

We aren’t regretted,

We’re all better left remembered,

Through it all, we still have each other,

We were misguided,

Our souls; divided,

Together we stand,

United.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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"Who’s Little Girl?"

I remember when some days were cloudy,

And thunderstorms scared me,

And I’d climb into your bed,

Those Times Faded Away,

I remember the bottles,

Those loud times just downstairs,

The times when kids weren’t allowed,

I remember when I was your little girl,

I remember when there were blue skies,

Those days I’d fly with the butterflies,

Some days that I’d jump into leaves,

Or get stuck in some trees,

When I remember,

It seems too hard to believe,

That I was your little girl,

And that day, I told you,

It must have hurt you so bad,

But you can’t remember,

You can’t believe,

That I’m not your little girl,

In this world, I was yours,

And today I’m yelling out loud,

I don’t want to,

Do this again,

Can you hear me, do you see me,

Don’t I exist anymore,

It wasn’t that long ago that I rushed right out your door,

You can’t hear me cry,

You can’t see me fall,

And you can’t even try…

To look like you really care,

Do you really care,

Because,

I remember,

I know those times, when I was your little girl,

I remember the blue skies,

And some days when I’d fly with the butterflies,

When I was your little girl,

Your little girl,

I know that no matter what…

You can’t hear me, do you see me,

Don’t I exist anymore,

It wasn’t that long ago that I rushed right out your door,

You can’t hear me cry,

You can’t see me fall,

And you can’t even try…

To look like you really care,

Do you really care,

There was a world that I belonged in,

A face that I believed in,

And a home that I had once lived in,

But,

You don’t remember,

You can’t know,

Just how lucky you are,

That you’re not this little girl,

That’s not your little girl anymore,

Anymore,

Not anymore,

…No I’m not your little girl,

Anymore…

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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-Worste Enemy-

"Once upon a time,"
Begins the story of my heart,
The story of my world,
of how it's falling apart,

Piece by piece,
Breaking down,
Everything I've ever known,
Falling to the ground,

The ice-cold feeling,
Of hatred deep inside,
The wishes I make,
Feel like big mistakes,

I never thought It'd end this way,
Never thought it'd be so soon,

All my thoughts,
Go back to you,

It seems so traggic,
It feels so fragile,
Can't you try to care,
Even if for just a little while,

I want to laugh,
I want you to smile,
Back at me,
Why can't you see,
Everything that you've done to me,

Feels like hours,
Pass like years,
Holding back feelings,
Keeping in my tears,
Every bit of me,
Scared of my fears,

What do I have to do,
Is there anything I can say,
To turn back the clock,
To that first day,
The day I looked at you,
When I told you I had to go,
You told me you cared,
That you'd miss me so,

Somehow I just can't seem,
To forgive you,
To believe you,
To be anything but ashamed of you,
To want you,
To care for me too,

Do you know,
What you have done to me,
Have said to me,

Everything I thought was true,
The person that I thought was you,

Everything,
That fell apart,
You broke my heart,

Everything,
That you knew,
You said it was true,

Do you really see,
That you're breaking me,

It's not hard,
To tell you now,
To tell you how,
What I regret the most,
Are the feelings,
That I ever had for you,

The things I thought were true,
That person I was sure was you,
I thought you cared for me too,
But the person that is you,

I know now,

Let me show you how,
The person you are,
Is my enemy,

Because of the things,
That you did to me,

What you did to me,

Everything,
That you still don't see,

You're everything,
That I don't want to be,

Now can you see,
Everything,

You're everything,
That you've done to me,
You don't care for me,
Like you said you did,

You weren't there,
You aren't here,
You never wanted me,
Anywhere,

You're the enemy,
That I don't want to know,
The person I don't want to see,
You're what happened to me,

Everything,

I will never be.

Written By: SpAzZyDiNoSaUrSrAwR

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